Starting to like film

Two pictures that I am happy with. And just when I was going to give up hope of getting better. I think over time and learning I can do much much better because frankly, these kind of are a bit sucky to me but oh well. Not my place for contribution I guess

Another failure

I have to be dreaming

So for the past week I have felt like I've been in some weird dream. I saw someone get hit by a cap from a compressed air cannon and I saw him bleed out quite a bit. One hug will make my stomach sink for the whole day. Everyone seems to be telling me that I can get into college every day. And now this!!!!

So I have been a little bit off on my music lately but I am still writing it and loving it. But earlier today I get on my music page on myspace and I have a new message from a music company called "Hitt Music Group" and they tell me that they want to use some of my music for an independent movie! Not only that but they want to represent me and promote me once I get my music together in an EP. They will send it out to labels and all of that! I think this has to be a dream but if its not then I know I have truly been blessed with guidance to where I should go in my life. I love God. 

Love Canvas

First attempt with canvas and its my favourite thing I have done yet! Tell me what you think I should call it and tell me what you think it means. 

Love the cold

I am stressing out about college, as usual but I still have a small amount of hope and thats alot more than usual about anything. Other than that I am just a little depressed about my family situation or lack there of.  I'm also working on alot of music lately and I just got a book from Caryn about the ACT and I've made it my goal to read it for 30 minutes every time I'm in my room so I can get a good score so I can get into college. I am making that my goal for the next year.

New favourite painting

Hope you like it

Halloween Dissasters

Wow. So pretty much my halloween was filled with blood an half naked women. 

So first off, I was asked to do sound for my friend's halloween thing. He does this whole pirates skit with compressed air cannons and sword fights and all that jazz. And well, we were testing everything before it got dark and well. A cap from one of the cannons blew off. The air was too high and it hit someone in the leg and split it open 2 inches and was 1 inch deep. Blood was everywhere and it splattered and yeah. That was a disaster but then we decided to do the skit anyways with no cannons. And it started to rain on all the rented equipment so we had no sound and to top it off one of the main actors started to get stage fright so we didn't even do the acting. 

So after about 2 hours of improv between captain Jack and I. I went home and Kimmy threw a party and it was filled with half naked girls so I just felt really awkward so I left with my acoustic and played guitar in the rain which lead me to play a few songs in a bar. But when I got home I painted a new picture and its byfar my favourite. I will have to put it up soon.

So overall, my halloween was kind of bad. But I just am happy from something that happened the day before. And I just think it great that something so small as a smile can make me happy for so long.